So I wanted to stab myself in the heart but why should I do it when I could give someone else the pleasure!?
I want to get away and be free. Take risks and freak out whenever I want!
Don't call me stupid ok? Because I might be better at a lot of things than you!
I do get my feelings hurt...so I may smile, but under it is me crying....how depressing!?
I feel different from everyone else. Like they all have perfect lives, parents, and home. Don't get me wrong, I like being a total freak...but, I can't help but sometimes just want to blend in you know? Just to know what it may feel like to never be abused, or have parents! Where I would be now if I was smarter...or stupider! I love to question everything. And sometimes my logical is only understood by me but hey, I'm thinking right!? Take me serisouly. I don't like people who think they are smarter then everyone else, and think they know it all because they probably have no idea what the hell is really going on...
I have friends I think that understand...but sometimes they get lost in them selves, and I'm not what to do or say then.
I can't always understand you...and you had to learn something, before you knew it, so don't call me stupid when i haven't learned something yet ok!? I mean, I wouldn't call you stupid if you didn't know...